Test

Today I wish to speak to all
about a test that I am facing that hurts painful difficult
need to be patience
a test where
within ur ummah u feel betrayed hurt
and u have no trust
where ur brother disrespects u
where ur brother calls u a liar
where ur brother calls u a hypocrite
where ur brother calls u a show-off.
where u brother disgraces u.
The pain the agony
where he’s speaking daggers to his brother
what shall I do
what should I do
if a confront him,
if a be mean
if a be rude
if a reply to his words of daggers with my own.
that would cause him to runaway from this beautiful religion of Islam
that would result in more pain not only with my heart but with others
what should I do
where ur brother backbites
where he slanders
where they don’t care about eating the flesh of there brother
what should I do
keep silent
and hope that Allah can pave the road for me.
listen to the abuse
and wait for the reward of Allah and the afterlife
that’s all I can do
i do not want to be the cause of them running away from this deen
ill endure the pain and agony hoping it will benefit all
emailed by a friend..