Patience
Why?
Why I am doing Islamic work?
For name?
For marriage?
Or cuz I am expected to?
These thought ran through my mind every time someone asks me to help out.
Why am I doing it?
Thursday a sisters ask me to come to page and helped out.
These thought started to clutter my mind.
Why why am I doing this A brother they other day came up to me and called me
a hypocrite !
a show-off !
disgraced me in front of all the brothers
I was left speechless didn’t know what to say
I wanted to speak to him in harsh words but I yank my tongue back and control it. Why would I stooped down to is level?
why would I do something that hurt me to someone else?
I thank Allah for controlling my anger
for giving me patience for if he hadn’t I would of said words that I wouldn’t be able to retrieve
I would lost my respect among the brothers that has taking soo long to achieve. So what did I do
NOTHING
I looked into this brother eyes which was filled with soo much hate and was waiting for a foolish replay form my mouth
he did not receive any replay
Why did he come up to me ?
why did I hurt him an anyway?
why did he come up to me?
did he want help ?
was he jealous ?
Glory be to Allah for sealing my mouth
Because on that day if I spoke to him with words of hate and anger
that could ve been the day he had left the faith
Why I am doing Islamic work?
For name?
For marriage?
Or cuz I am expected to?
These thought ran through my mind every time someone asks me to help out.
Why am I doing it?
Thursday a sisters ask me to come to page and helped out.
These thought started to clutter my mind.
Why why am I doing this A brother they other day came up to me and called me
a hypocrite !
a show-off !
disgraced me in front of all the brothers
I was left speechless didn’t know what to say
I wanted to speak to him in harsh words but I yank my tongue back and control it. Why would I stooped down to is level?
why would I do something that hurt me to someone else?
I thank Allah for controlling my anger
for giving me patience for if he hadn’t I would of said words that I wouldn’t be able to retrieve
I would lost my respect among the brothers that has taking soo long to achieve. So what did I do
NOTHING
I looked into this brother eyes which was filled with soo much hate and was waiting for a foolish replay form my mouth
he did not receive any replay
Why did he come up to me ?
why did I hurt him an anyway?
why did he come up to me?
did he want help ?
was he jealous ?
Glory be to Allah for sealing my mouth
Because on that day if I spoke to him with words of hate and anger
that could ve been the day he had left the faith
posted by nawid at 9:55 AM
5 Comments:
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Trust me, i'm not an enemie here, but why would a brother randomly come up to another brother (in this case you) and call him a hypocrite?
Don't you think there's somthing to it? (and again, i am not accusing you of anything)
just merely a question
AA
i have no idea. Ur rite i probably did something wrong because i was shock when he approach me.
Their good be many reasons:
I might’ve treated him wrong
he might’ve saw me say something than doing the opposite there could be many reasons and Inshallah when that brother emotions cool down ill have a talk with him.
sometimes we don't know why we do the things we do...we don't even know what it is that keeps us doing those things but we know one thing for sure...we are purpose driven...everything has a purpose
but what purpose our lives have we will not be able to answer that now...because we are in a stage in our lives where we can only wonder....but before the day of judgement comes you ..yourself will know what you have done ..and if it was purposeful or not..till then you can follow your beliefs and morals..if you trust them you know your not headed in the wrong direction
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