I hate this feeling! That feeling when you give a 100% effort but still fall short. Today i had a chem exam, and in order for me to get honors with distinction this term i needed to get 95% on this test. I studied hard, three days, that's way too much for me. I usually never study and if i do it’s on the day of the exam. This exam was different i studied and i knew everything, i knew more than what i needed to know. I did a couple of unit exams of the key before i went and allhamduiAllah i got 96 and 93 percent. I felt confident going into the exam. I went in i was going through the questions like usual pretty simple, but then a chem class came in to do a lab. I just ignored the noise continued on writing my exams. I began doubting myself, with the previous questions, so i went back to check them, Then i started to run out of time. i don’t know it was chaotic. I think i failed that exam, all my efforts gone down the drain. Then to add icing on the day i had, i had a brother accuse me of him missing his Zhur prayer. I don’t know i had enough and i flip out on him. But he took it well allhamduiallah; actually all i wanted was for him to say sorry. All i wanted was for him to catch me. Sometimes u don’t get what, you want but that’s life and we have to choices either i sulk here and give up because i didn’t get that honors with distinction, and let a brother be angry with me. Or i can put a smile on and realizes that we can plan but if is not what Allah plan then its never happening and i also should go and patch up my brotherhood, because even though he didn’t say anything and still had a smile on his face. Sometimes thing u say will hurt someone and simply apologizing sincerely, would heal the pain.