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What is Failure?

What is failure to you?
Couple nights ago, I was thinking about my life trying to see if my life is a success, but I struggle cuz I did not know what failure really is.

So the next day I ask my bros

Yawer -when u can’t complete a task
Youcef- the inability to achieve Ur goal
Osama -when u gave a hundred percent and yet u don’t achieve ur goal
Hadi -on the day of judgement when everyone receives their book in their right hand and u don’t
Aman- Failure

I always thought failure was when u fell down and don’t get back up. When u make a mistake and u don’t turn to Allah and repent and have the intent of not doing the same mistake again. Success to me was never giving up always fighting and struggling for what u believe in, but recently I have been doubting what I have been taught to believe since childhood, sometimes giving up is the hard part but it is needed for u not to fail. If u don’t let go and don’t give up it could ruin ur life and make it miserable for u and the people who u hold near and dear

I personally liked Hadi’s answer because that night when he told me I went and read surah Al-haqqa and man I was literally sweating and I could not sleep and all I was thinking about was how am I going to respond to Allah. I think Hadi’s meaning of failure is the most accurate to me cuz sometimes u have to give up someone or something in order to achieve paradise and order to achieve Allah’s love.

On a closing note I just want to thank all those brothers/sisters who have helped me out in times of need and always have been there for me. I also want to thank my parents because they do soooo much for us and don’t ask anything in return.
Oh Allah thank you and Thank you for letting me thank you Oh Allah u have giving me soooo much and whatever u have taking away from me u know best. Oh All-mighty let me continues to strive for ur deen and always give me the strength to stand up for the truth even if is where against myself. Oh Allah thank you, thank you, thank you.

"The reward is sooo much sweeter when the path is soo much harder"

Time

I wish to write to u, sooo much to tell u,but where has my time gone i am sooo busy. I enjoy being busy but I miss laying on my bed and pondering about life but no there is no time, no chance. Where has my time gone??